Inward to go onward

Everyday is like a new barrage of feeling, emotional mind bombs exploding all over the place. So much uncertainty, self deprecation, judgement and fearful accusations and so very much creativity, love and acceptance all at the same time opening and closing every gate in my mind. 

Going inward is not general practice for our western world, overlaying patterns of forward motion don’t allow most of us to just be. 

So this could be a kick start, a reboot, new synaptic pathways being formed, pathways we never knew we needed or have been putting off creating for so long time. A final push to sit very still and truly see who we have become and an opportunity to check in and make sure we are flowing smoothly rather than being corralled into someone else’s version of our own reality.

Do we bloom or do we fade?